I'm fucking done.

My parents hate me.
I'm being put in therapy.
I'm dying of Diabetes.
I'm failing at school.
I have no friends.
I will remain a virgin.

Not even the internet entertains me enough to get away from my horrible life. All forums I have gone too dismiss me as an idiot, and already the only thing I am on Newgrounds (or any site for that matter) and especially in IRL is an idiot. It's true, I don't know anything of what I talk about and won't cease to stop. No one will miss me. No, not just on NG, anyone in my life.

I joined NG because it was literally the only thing that kept me sane. Now the only thing I look at is the BBS because flashes have evolved far from what I thought was good and funny, but now I've opened my eyes: the BBS is rotting too, and has been from the time it was fucking made. You are now thinking that i'm just crying out for attention, but why would I seek attention from people who will do this after I'm gone?

"Lol where did that troll Blaze go?"
"Probably banned forever for being a god damn idiot."

The same conversation will be had in real life, just with different words. I'm sorry for acting like an idiot, or thinking the world revolves around me. It came naturally, I guess. Anyway, see you all in hell. I'm done.

fuck

I don't have a lot of time, I need some help. Fucking listen. This post will probably be deleted before too many people can see it. If you're reading this, click comments, and stay in the post. Refresh every few seconds, there are things I don't understand that are working to see that this never gets out.

I have never been so scared in my life. The attached picture is a screenshot of the documents I've found about Project Zalgo. Before you respond with questions, let me tell you that I don't know any of the important answers. I couldn't believe it either when I first read it. Save it, post it everywhere you can. print it up and put it on fucking telephone poles. Email it to your friends. Please, distribute this image as much as you can as fast as you can, word has to get out abou}1FZA ~ L G O

it was awwwwwwwwriiiiiiiiiiiiiiight

ELEPHANT!

I'M A N****R

I FUCKING LOVE FUCKING MY LIFE SO FUCKING MUCH.

FUCK.

AND THIS FUCKING MEANS I FUCKING GOT ALL THE FUCKING MEDALS ON OCD+ YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE BITCHES.

HOLY FUCKING BALLS.

I FUCKING OPENED THAT SHIT A LONG-ASS TIME AGO IN TWO WINDOWS AND FINALLY FUCKING GOT THE ONE FOR 15 FUCKING HOURS AND ONE FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS.

SHITCOCK!

FUCK YEAH!

FUCK!!

BOGUS!

My old box has about bit the dust, so i'm plugging the new one in today. I can't remember the specs, but I know it's dual-core and has a really good graphics card. Now I can play Valve games with minimal lag, youtube is fixed, text is fixed, and my computer in general is going to kick ass from now on.

EDIT: Okay, maybe not, because although it's a shitload better than my old one, the highest it will go without having any lag is Half Life 2: EP2.

F0ck it.

China f0ck1ng s0ckz.